Dear diary,


I wanna blog about life this few days.
It's STRESSFUL!

Prelims started on wednesday, & it's day 2 of prelims today.
It's hard okay?!

Gonna fail my Chinese paper 2, Maths paper 1, Social Studies & Bio.
Left many blanks in it. ><

But I think I'll pass Chinese paper 1 ? :D
It's rather easy.

Tomorrow is ENGLISH PAPER 1 & 2!

Hell fuck!

Hope to pass both paper 1 & 2. :D
I'll be super happy if I pass both even if i fail the rest man! :D

Had been studying this few days. ><

Didn't audi-ed much. ><

After Exams, I'll audi like CRAZYYYYYYYYYYY! :D
WOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOSSSSSSS!

Shall go & bathe now. :D

SEEYA READERS! :D

Dear diary,

I'm CONFUSED & LOST.
Nobody gonna be there for me anymore.

To those who don't know anything;
Please stop asking what happened & don't act as if you know something.
I'll tell you what happened if I want to!

It's between US, none of your FUCKING business.

SCRAM!

Don't stalk at OUR blogs cause it's seriouly NONE OF YOU BUSINESS!

If you love to stalk so much, then go stalk at others blog, who knows, they might even pay you for stalking at their blog.

STALKERS BE GONE!


Gave school a fucking miss.
Ain't in a mood to go to schools anymore. :/

Came home & dad was home too.
Like hell fuck.
His on MC & I didn't know!
Lied to him that I have exams around 11plus, before he told me his on MC.
Fuck !

What should I do now?
Tell him I forgot that exams are tomorrow?

OH FUCK!


Read her blog,
I'm utterly upset, & I guess no matter how I explain myself, it's useless now.
She thinks I'm like this.
What can I do?

Telling her how hurt I am ain't gonna help.
Guess this is life?

Maybe it's because I didn't treasure her well?

She's not gonna smile to me in school or outside anymore.

Nothings gonna help us to be best friends anymore.
Eveything happened because of me.

I guess she's gone.

Takecare & good luck in whatever you do, my friend.
I'll remember how great you were to me. (:

BLAME IT ON ME THEN.

Was it supposed to be a joke?

I'M A HYPOCRITE, LIAR, whatever shit!

BAD DAY!

Off to bed.

BYE!

To _l_: Fuck off, I'm not in a mood to entertain you right now!

♥; Stop & Stare

Hmmms.


I got my SONGS! ;D
Got my " Dear God".
It's a SUPERRRR nice song okay?
& there's of course other nice songs. :D

Hope you readers enjoy it. :D

Gave school a miss.
Had a stomach ache this morning & I'm SUPERRRR tired. :/

& as usual, mum nagged at me.
Well, there's something called earpiece? :D
Plucked in my earpiece & went back to sleep! :/

Woke up at around 10 plus. (:
Blogged & chit chatting on msn now. :D

Guess I'll be starting work most probably this evening? :/

Okays, I shall stop here for now. :D

CIAO READERS! :D

♥: You gotta love yourself if you can ever love me

Hmmms.


Everythings okay. :/

But still, I've not started work!
Alfred is SOOOOOOO busy that he cant pass us the flyers until tomorrow, around 5pm?

That's SUPERRRRR late? :/
Intended to start tomorrow at 5pm & end at 8pm? :/
Guess I have to delay it then.

School was okay. :D
Didn't slept that much. :D

Was wide awake for Maths, Chinese, History & Chemistry. :D
Isn't that cool? :D

Okays, PRELIMS IS JUST NEXT WEEK.
8 more days to Prelims & 42 days to N lvl? ;/

I wish to get over it ASAP! :D

Then I'll be stress free!
YIPEE!

Okays, I'm a SUPERRRR GOOD GIRL today.
Went for NSP ( Night Study Programme)

Studied maths. :D
Gonna go for NSP again, this coming thursday.

Haha.

One last thing, I shall crown CHEEYEN & BARNEY, the MR & MRS BRIGHTSIDE. (:
Since they wanted it SOOOO MUCH, I'll let them have it. :D

I shall not love Mr Brightside anymore, I shall love MYSELF more then anything! :D

& I've changed my blog song to, Far away by Nickelback.
Wanted to upload Dear God by Avenged Sevenfold, but I couldn't find it. :/

Okays.
Nothing much to post about anymore.
There's schools tomorrow, guess I shall go to bed now. :D

SWEET DREAMS READERS! :D

♥; I'm not who you think I am

Hmmms.


Woke up at 11 plus this morning.
Used the com & I'm HUNGRY!

Mummy haven't finish her cooking! D:

Gonna meet up with Fav, jj & Cousin Joash later. :D

Received Fav's & Cousin Joash's msg, I'll work harder! :D

Had some little fight in msn with Fav over some stuffs.

At times I really don't know whether she's serious about this friendship.
She says she don't take this kinda friendship serious too.
What does it mean? She really give up on this friendship?
She always tell me not to take her words seriously when she's angry.
But I think she takes it seriously this time round.

I swear tears shed while reading through the conversation we had.
I'm puzzled whether to believe she's real this time round or not.

No matter how sorry I'm now, she's still angry.
Whatever I do now, she's still pissed with me anyways.

Everything seems so wrong.

But still I just wanna say I'm sorry to have disappoint her so many times!
So many many problems.
Friendship, Family, Studies & Money problems.

What's gonna be my next big problem?

GONNA STUDY HARD!
NOT TO DISAPPOINT PEOPLE AROUND ME!
Hopefully I can make it.

Hmmms.

I'm currenly at ♥Fav's house blogging! :D

Just now met up with jj to go meet with Alfred, our BOSS!
LOLS!

We both have confirm to work for Alfred as "little agents".
LOLS!

Gonna paste flyers at lifts & give out flyers from door to door. :D
The pay is 4 bucks per hour, at your own time.
You can start anytime & end anytime, & even choose when to work.

Isn't it cool?
But we must at least work 4 times a week, in order to get my pay every week.
I'm gonna be RICH! :D
Real RICH!
Hopefully there's people buying the flats. :D

So I encourage you people to buy houses now! :D
Buy sengkang area flats. :D

Ok.
I woke up late anyways this morning.
Supposed to meet jj & Alfred at 11am at compass point.
But I woke up at 10.45am.
Haha.
Sorry. D:

Bathe & had my lunch at home.
Watched kids central till 12 plus & headed to compass point to meet jj.

Waited for Alfred at skcc.
His taking his OWN SWEET TIME!
His 5min = 15min. -.-

After he arrived, we talked about the job & both, me & jj were very "EXCITED" about it. (:
Talked about it for around 15min?
& we left skcc to ♥Fav's house.

I will start working this coming monday. :D
It's an easy job & I'm loving it!
Money rolling into my pocket! :D

WOOTS!

But..
I'm afraid I've got no time for my studies.
OH FUCK! D:

Shall do some plannings first. :D

Ok, I shal stop here & go to jj's house with ♥Fav now. :D

Shall meet up with happy next week! :D
Hopefully I have the time! D:

Ciao peeps! :D

Read ♥Fav's blog.

I'm sorry to cause you to feel so useless.
It ain't your fault.
I'm not clever.
I can't asorb anything into my FUCK DAM BRAIN.
I've tried many times, but still, NOTHING goes into it. D:

I'm always TIRED in school.
I can't help it.
Maybe I'm just plain LAZY?
Yea, guess so.
I don't think it's because I'm LACK OF SLEEP?

Maybe I'm so used to SLEEPING in class, & it becomes an HABIT.
But..
I'll try to KICK this habit away! :D

I remembered when we were younger, we planned to go into some art schools.
Haha.
But..
I don't thing I'll make it into the ART SCHOOL I want anymore. D:

Everything needs an O lvl cert.
I wanna go for sec 5, but ANG JU LANG & SOME teachers makes me pissed off.
Tht's why I don feel like going back to sec 5. D:

But..
I'll study for my N lvls!
NO WORRIES!

THANKS FOR EVERYTHING, TAN CHEEYEN! :D
I LOVE YOU! :D

♥:Jaslyn.C

hmmms.


School was fine today, because it's until 12.30! :D

Lessons was interesting because sam, yun qing, weng chew & my dog, Dirty/ Dicky ( keeyih) entertained me.

They are always there to make jokes out of almost EVERYTHING! :D
Jokers -.-

School ended at 12.30 & headed to ♥Fav's home straight.
Waited for her to bathe & stuffs.

After that, she told me she can't come out so early! D:

So off I went, to meet junjie.
He followed me home.

Supposed to go for an interview, but, Alfred couldn't make it. -.-

He is gonna meet me & jj tomorrow at compass point, at around 11am?

Hopefully I can wake up! =x

Anyways jj is on the way to my home & ♥Fav is coming later! :D

2nd half of the day;

JJ came over to my house first, followed by Fav. :D
Had lotsa fun! :D

Fav used the com & JJ kept using he cushion to hit my head! D:

& JJ kept bullying me!
FYI JJ: It's MY house, NOT YOURS! (:

I'm not gonna let you into my house anymore! D:

So stop your nonsense! :D

Haha, gonna send them back now! :D

Ciao peeps!

♥Fav CHEERUPS!
Ignore Bytchs & Bastards!
LOVEYA!! :D

♥; Mr Brightside

Hmmms.


Edited my blog AGAIN! :D

It's better now!
& I'm SUPER LOVING IT! :D

Gave school a MISS again!

Shall return back to school tomorrow. :D

I'm still having FLU & COUGH!
WTF?!

It's still not gone! D:
SAD! D:

Shall stop here for now, & enter to my GAMING LIFE! :D

CIAO PEEPS!

♥ ;Shuddup

Hmmms.


It's 3 days since I last post?
Used to post like almost everyday?
Hahas.
All thanks to schools, I've got no time for blogging! D:

School was CRAZY!
Had BORING lessons, as usual.

NSP had started.
BORING!
Choosing to go for which subjects. :D

Art is finally OVER!
Finished ALL the prep work! :D
Just gotta paste somemore pictures onto it!
WOOHOOS!

Skipped my NAFA, 2.4km run today.
Had to finish my art latest by today!
& it's DONE! :D

Denise & ♥ Fav is using livejournal & they want me to use it too.
Shall be changing my URL to, J-xoxo.livejournal.com .
But, I need a little tiny winy help, please? D:

Anyways, changed my blog skin to a simple one! :D
I'm Loving it!
Though many people are using it, but who cares?
HAHA!

♥; It's just a white lie

Hmmms.


Audi-ed & stuffs. :D

Gonna meet Yangzhi & Yunqing later to do art.

Bored!

I'm still not done with art!

Shall not blog anymore.
Nothing much to blog about too. :D
I'm gonna change my Audi IGN to: ----MILKx3

Happy helped me think. :D

THANKS HAPPY! ♥

Cheeyen, don't be shagg anymore! :D
No point getting shagg over what HE have done! :D
Prove to him, you don't need him! :D
LOVEYA! ♥

♥; I love me

Hmmms.


Sick SIck SICk SICK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm still as sick as ever! D:
Had fever, flu & cough!

My flu & sore throat, worsen! D:

WTF?!

Didn't attend school again. (:
Stayed home. :D

Dad woke me up like mad, just to force me to eat my medicine. D:
After that he said, no going out, you're sick!

BADDDDDDDDDDDDD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! D:

Anyways I guess I'm gonna maple right now. :D
Boredddddddddddssssssssssss!!!!!!!!! D:

Hmmms.


Stayed home today, due to a bad flu & sore throat. (:
Went to the doctor.
Mummy followed me there. (:
Thanks mum! :D

But she left half way! D:

Everythings alright in school.
My N lvl art, it's ALMOST done! :D

Friends & family helping me! :D

Thanks thanks! :D

Shall return back to school tomorrow. D:

BORED! D:

Can't upload pictures.
WTF?!
Shall upload some other time! :D

♥;

Hmmms.


Shall not blog so often.
Prelims are coming.

Have been mapling & doing my art this few days.
It's boring.

Hope that N lvls can pass ASAP! :D

Jiayous all! :D

♥; HATES!

I just hate COMPASSVALE SECONDARY!

ANG JU LANG this name just piss me off!
She complained about my hair, when I've already clipped it up!

She says I look like an aunty with my fringe down?
LIKE WHAT THE FUCK?!

Firstly, she's just an old lady, who looks like an "AH MA".
Secondly, other girls are letting their fringes down to eh?
Thirdly, I've clipped up my fringe, like hell! It's all clipped up!

She even said she got a photo of me outside school.

LIKE, FUCK?

Show it to me then?
I'll make a police report.
Stranger, taking my photo secretly w/o my permission.

This really piss me off.
My form teacher even called my mum.

I HATE SCHOOL!

Slacked the whole day happily with ♥ Fav & when I got home?

HAH!

Got some kinda "NICE" lecturing from mummy eh?
Kept quiet all the way.
Didn't want it to become worser.

I'm so sorry to let you down mum.
But I just can't keep my promises. D:

But the fact is, I just dislike studying.
Nothing enters my brain! D:

I just wanna get out of this FUCKING school!