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School's a bitch. Body feeling so weak nowdays. & twilight eclipse is out! I'm gonna catch it most probably this Friday with B, Becca & Isaac after schools? B's pop this Friday, but sad to tell him that there's schools. Shall meet him after he reaches home to change & then we shall go catch the movie.

Studies I'm not coping well with, same goes my health. I wanna slim down seriously. I've gained 3kg ever since I've gone back schooling, fuck this shit. Nowdays, I'll mug hard & try not to eat anything dinner. I'll have breakfast & a light lunch. That's my plan, hopefully I can stick to it.

Tommorrow's plan, Schools> Light lunch> Home > Study
Friday, Schools > Light lunch (maybe not) > Stay back for chem > Meet up with B > Movies > Home (Hopefully)

Weekends, Studies!

100 plus more days to O levels, may god bless me to get at least a pass to poly, next year...

After so long..

It's been so long since i'd udate my this diary. Well nowdays I'm lagging of sleep. Overnight's causing this. Guess I'm really turning in soon. My eyes are shutting & still I'm on FB's game. Schools later, need my sleep.

Friday out till morning. Slept less then 7 hours, woke up got ready, went home to change, then down to cy's birthday bbq at zh's farm. Somehow I got semi-drunk. Hmmm, maybe not, just that my head feels so heavy! Stayed there till first bus. Bused home, the ride was fast. Slept for 3 hours & I'm up again to get ready for lunch with the family. Baby got came over and he ate nuggets at the living room instead of getting me up. He himself was also tired. HAHAHAHA! Had lunch @ suntec. Went over to B's and homed @730 with my dinner. Super full man. Then I did my project, feel quite accomplished, but I'm not ready for schools. Tired, guess that's all, nights.

Your image spinned in my mind for hours and hours..

I don't really know what to say. I flunk my major tests badly this time round. Don't really have the mood to step out of my house this holidays. I've got no job, no money. & I've to mug hard enough for the up coming major tests. You'll see people enjoying their holidays, but not for me. I seriously want & need a job, for some up coming events too, like birthday celebration, etc. Dude's booking out tomorrow, but I don't really intend to meet him this week at all. I'll be bored over at his place, might be heading to town instead with sista wk. It's been long since I've last saw him. Then maybe home for revision. No more gaming, spending more time on studies. Can't really catch up for science, all my fault. Chinese, blame me for not studying better, now that I can't read or write, blame myself. history, not really a problem. Social studies, I'll just have to read. Maths, shall do more practice paper, hopefully. English, nothing much to improve on, just the vocab wise.

I'm sick after ytd's drinking. Damn it. Bad pain in my throat, causing me to have a bad cough. Flu's telling me that it's coming soon. Damn, I feel so S-I-C-K-I-S-H. Somehow, I really feel like dying.

Sorry baby, if I'm somehow or somewhat gonna neglect you sooner or later. But I'm really gonna stud for my papers, ain't gonna waste my time anymore. I can still meet up with you dude, but not the staying over part. Not really into it now. Hope he'll understand.

Tomorrow's programme, Home> Meet up with B if he wants to go> Town to meet sista wk> Home