Memories kept deep down in my heart, never be replaced

2nd day facing real customers at Robinson, though it was a 4 hours training, still it's enjoyable. Porky Teo too enjoyed the job & it's the first time he's not complaining to about quitting. Shall get him another job for cashiering after this expo sales. Later on, we both will start working at 6.15 till 10.15. Porky Teo said he'll send me home, hopefully he don't break his promise again!

Currently at steph's house blogging, just gone out supper with her. Counted as dinner for me, cause I slept once I reached home from work, in the late afternoon. Tiring job, but it's the best job I ever got, in my entire working life. Porky Teo coming over in the morning later on, will be home soon, I guess.


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K, that's all, bye.

You can never say never time & time again.

Long bob shall be my next hair style, random though. Can't wait for my lovely hair to grow faster, hopefully by my birthday or next year I can get my desired hair style.

NEXT

Had been busy hanging out, having late nights & going for trainings for my new job. It'll be held at expo, Robinson's sales. Baby's working with me. Well, ran away from home for 4 or 5 days, since I mia-ed from my blog. Mom, dad & sister Jo had been looking for me while I was away in malaysia for 1 day only. Well still, I enjoyed my stay there though, somehow.

& I've realized how much my friends still care for me, thought they'd already forgotten me long ago. I was so wrong. I love you guys so so much, especially Joash cousy, thanks for the big help cousy, was really surprised. Anyway, thanks alot cousy, love ya!

Had so much things happening lately. My room just all so spooky. Damn.

Tomorrow's my 6th month anniversary with Porky teo. Been with him for half a year. So many things happened between us, which always occur between couples. it's normal. So many a times, I've always wanted a break up, but still at the end of the day, we'll still be back as one. We'll just have to let each other at times, giving in to each other at times do really help alot. He's my longest & I'm his longest, unbelievable. Thought me & him will'b just another short term r/s, just another normal guy who wouldn't attract so much of my attention, but I was wrong. The longer I'm with him, the more I can't bare to see him leave me, he's way much different from other guys. He's not like my ex boyfs. I love him so so much. K enough of this.

Just thinking whether to head out with him or just stay home. There's practically no where to go/do. Movies? BORING. Shopping? Money please. Meet up & stone? Oh my, BORING. No idea, but it's ok. We both are used to it, not celebrating our anniversaries. It's just like another ordinary day, but just special by a little.

Last but not least, lunch at Peach garden, somewhere at novena, will'b celebrating cousin's birthday. Happy birthday cousin Charmaine!

I gotta feeling.

Well was trying onsugar this website & I swear I was so noob at it. Visit it http://JCMC.onsugar.com . Might be deleting it. Didn't turn out nice at all. Not what I've expected it to be. Anyway I've got my LJ which looks dead. Won't be creating too many of this kinda online dairy, because I'll only update my main online diary, BLOGGER. LJ just all so boring. Might be deleting it, still thinking about it.

Nothing much about today. Will'b home I guess. Or maybe meeting steph to get the shoes from her, then home? Won't be having late nights outside nowdays. Instead I'll have late nights at home. It's better. Once I get tired, I'll just head to my cozy bed. Tomorrow I'll be meeting JTCW & head to Raffles place for interview. Gotta get up real early, argh.

Baby's place > Raffles city shopping centre > Home sweet home?

We shall see, might be meeting Steph, after her court? Goodluck anyway steph.

Nowdays nothing much to do. S'pore just way too boring. I wanna go overseas, or go for a chalet, or maybe even clubbing! Instead of staying home from day to night, over & over again. Been so long since I've last stayed out of home.

2009 so gonna end soon. New year & yea, back to school as promised. But still no idea what to study. Damn it. Won't online so often, don't even say msn. Damn mom's laptop w/o msn, way too boring. I can only blog, update about me life.

Can someone put sparks in my life, life just way too boring.

Me hope to start work real soon, by then I can go out shopping & enjoy.

Just so you know.

Been out lately with JTCW. I've been seeing Mel & co @ cp lately too. Monday interview for expo Robinson's sale, with JTCW. It'll be pretty early. Mine's 9.30am, his 10am. Applied for cashier, hopefully I'll get in because I don't want to be walking from one end of the hall to the other end, most of the time.

Will'b heading down to his house to shake him up from his lalaland early in the morning for the interview. Make sure we won't be late. Really need this job because I'm left with 8 bucks or so in my bank. Need to replenish money into it. From 400 plus plus to 8 dollars plus in my bank, within less then a week, it's gone. Power to the max man!

Needa save money for my son's & sista's birthday. Mine too, though it's still far from now. Gonna hold different kinda temporary jobs for the time being, till end of the year. Then, it's time to get my ass back to school. Still deciding what course to take up & which school to get into. Headache.

& I wanna go clubbing. The last club I went was like 2 months ago or so? Well it was @ playclub. The dance floor was so small, but music was way much better then the previous one @ St. James, though there's still some "kuku" songs.

Ok, I'll be upating my LJ too & maybe that idiot's blog.

The nightmare you've never thought of.

Never thought that I could cry for more then 2 hours 30min, non-stop.
Was thinking so much, that I cried myself to sleep at first.

Then this weird dream appeared, swear no girls will want this kinda dream.
I was dreaming that I quarreled with JTCW, then we were fine.
But weird thing was I went home alone & it was to my old home when I was primary one.
Serangoon.

When I was on my way home, he already left me.
I cried & cried till my eyes were bloody red in my dream.

This whole scene were in bits & pieces.
I woke up, with tears rolling down my cheeks, w/o fail.

Then I will fall back deep into the same old dream.
This dream continued for 2 hours plus, no matter how many times I wake up.

Was crying even everything came to an end.

Swear I'll never want a dream like this again, it really hurts to see him walk away from me, AGAIN.

Life just so short.

Late in the night, really got nothing much to do.
Swimming session with steph, fong & JTCW in the morning.
Dinner w family in the evening at Marina Maritius hotel aftermath.

♥

You're just typical to call one a typical.

Face of a typical, thinking that you're the pleasnant looking one.

Don't call others typical, when you hang out with them too.

You act like a typical.

You speak like one.

Your temper ain't any better then those typical.

You got a normal face with a normal figure, so stop boasting about it.

There are girls who are way much better then you.

Don't act like a hero when you're not one.

You'll never be a hero, if you speak with no actions done.

Do it straight on the spot w/o telling anyone what you're gonna do, cause that doesn't make you a hero.

You'll never be a hero in anybody's eyes.

Let me tell you, even if everyone's afraid of you, I will never be, not even till the day I die.

BIMBO.