Sunday, April 25, 2010

Happy 1 year BB Teo

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Out with baby for the past two days. Saturday we had an early celebration for one 1 year. Headed down to ikea for lunch. Nice much, then to tamp. Met ahyang there, crapped alot, he's still as cock as ever. Then yang left for bugis while me & B to paya lebar for lan. Home-ed @10. Really enjoyed my day, though quarrels still occurs. That's all, schools tomorrow, headache nowdays, suck ttm.

Sunday, April 18, 2010

M is for memories


Life just coloured with some ups & downs. Beautiful as it could be. Ugly like you've never imagined it would be that ugly. I can't make up my mind on certain things. Loving me was your forte, what about now? Even if it's gonna be over soon or it's already over, still I'm glad we had those sweet old days, which I say it's memories. Though this quarrel may mean nothing to you, but it left a great impact on me, seeing you change so much really hurts me alot... Things felt so different. I'm a freak, but thanks for loving me, cause you're doing it perfectly. I'm willing to let go if there's a need to, what about you?Will you still let go of me, when you said you won't no matter what, in the past.

Schools fun, just that there's many test, one after another, non stop tests! I bet i'll pass even half of the overall. Really gotta buck up, o levels nearing. My heart somehow beats faster whenever I think about o levels. Homework undone, gotta get back home soon to finish it up, currently at his place. Schools tomorrow. Kinda tired to get up for the early Bio lessons at 9.15am. But still gonna try my best! Mugging hard, yes I will. No more fun time JCMC!

Tuesday, April 13, 2010

Don't be remorseful, it won't help anymore


Things didn't went my way again & again. Now that you've not text me the whole day, it's okay. I've decided not to give in now by giving you a text, asking about you whereabouts. If things gonna be this way, then let it be. Army life's just an excuse. You & me know what's wrong. Don't always blame me for not understanding that you can't do lots of things inside army, think about it, does that mean whatever you want, I have to give in? Bullshit.

Back in schools tomorrow, bye.

Monday, April 12, 2010

You left me speechless

Am sick. Had a slight fever, a bad flu, some minor cough. Mc for straight 2 days by the doc. Really have to catch up in schools after this 2 days. Don't really feel well, the feeling sucks, at the same time, I'm loving it.

Had a tiff with him, he's always saying that I don't understand him. Just because he's in army, doesn't mean he's the king in this relationship. At times he really suck, but at times I love him ttm. Someone please tell me what to do? Things were different since a few days back. Somehow, someday, it's gonna end.. By then it's too late for amendments.

Sunday, April 11, 2010

I hate it, somehow I feel it's ending soon.

So many things happened, somehow I don't feel we're the same as before. One day it'll just end. Tired, yes I am. Wish to put a full stop to everything, but somehow I can't. What should I do? That's all, bye.

Friday, April 2, 2010

I hearts my noob baby ♥


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Yesterday was a hectic day for me. Never have I feel so tired, since, months ago? I can say it's a day out with Sissy Joe. Was wakened up by her when she walked into my room. It was 9 in the morning. We were discussing whether to forgo our work, it's just due to laziness. Ite, still we headed to work, as usual, we were late. It was some kinda survey job, waste of time, but easy money! 1 contact taken, $1. Basic pay, 1 hour 7bucks, just do for 4 hours. Got only 10 contacts, should have just get as many as possible rather then lazing around. & yes that's my part time holiday job. Proud of myself, at least I worked!

Had our late lunch and early dinner @ Kfc. Then walked around for Sissy's Bikini & hamster's food. Trained back to cp, got the hamster food & hsh. Rested till 8 & bused down to PR to fetch my smelly noob baby. Had a bad quarrel, which made me miss my meet up with Sista WK, KevinCKT son, Jevis emokid, Dawei shifu & melissa. Damn, it's majong!!!!

Sat downstairs baby's place alone for like 3-4hours? Teared non-stop, thanks alot smelly baby. Still at the end of the day, the war will eventually stop. I really love baby, though he's a noob. Nothing's gonna tear us apart. I'll stick to him, blame him for stealing my heart away. He'll always be a part of me no matter what. (:

Am going back home to bathe & change later on & heading out with baby then to baby's crib again.