JTCW, I MISS YOU ..

Added new, but old songs to my playlist. If you don't understand what I meant, you are dumb! Day out with sista Jo at kovan for that interview, I tell you talking about that interview I'm damn angry with it! @$##$^%@#$@$@$! Sista Jo got the job, while I didn't get any. Neither the rip curl or the handphone one. She got both, while I've got none. Damn it, now then I know how hard is it to get a job. GRRRRRR. Sometimes I feel like doing illegeal jobs, fast money & stuffs! HAHAHHA, but come to think about the consequences, I rather go for a good & stable job.

I just can't go for those kinda jobs which needs interview, I'll confirm fail. I've been through some & failed that's for sure. Even schools, when I appiled for the H&FD course, I actually failed my interview. Damn it. What's a good interview like? Was super angry, wanted to ask someone out, but none wants to go out. Either go peg's house to slack or follow BarneyBB & co to study under TCC's block. Like boring, I look at them study. Wasn't in any mood to do anything, so I bused home.

Slept all the way & amanda nuer asked me out, but I'm sleeping, SORRY! & I've forgotten I have a date with Kevin son & co. HAHAHAHA, he just called me & told me. SORRY TOO!

Needa settle my passport by tomorrow or so, How How How?

Bye.

Ok people link me up at my livejournal too, http://jaslyncmc.livejournal.com .

Shall make my post short & sweet. JTCW, Sistawk & Jevis Emokid came over my place after TCC's bday party. Both sista & emokid were hungry & there's no food left, so they came over to my place for supper. They really can eat man. Freaked me out! Ate and slept. All 3 of them loves to snore loudly, which gave me a big headache & I didn't get to sleep well. Woke them up around 12 plus & sistawk farted in my room & kitchen, damn him! Sent them off around1 plus & slept all the way till 9. Enjoyed my lovely sleep. Now I'm still awake & down with a flu. ):

Needa meet sista Jo later at lavendar around 2.45pm to get my passport done. Damn. Less then 12 hours of sleep. I'm dying. ):

I miss JTCW now.

& get ready for schools people, HAHAHAHA. School for nerds, anyone? Anyways I'm gonna have my lovely sleep now. Poor kids gotta get up for schools real soon.

Bye.

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY MY DEAREST, TCHEECHEE!

Happy birthday my dearest, TCC! Hope you'll enjoy your birthday BBQ session later on! Bet it's gonna be real fun! May all your wishes come true! Damn it, I don't really know how to write a compo msg for your birthday, but just hope you'll enjoy later on. Loveya! (:

Gonna meet peggy first to get some stuffs done. Then to JJ's house to settle somethings & home to bathe & bedok to get somethings done, with the accompany of JTCW then meet up with the guys & head down to pasir ris for TCC's BBQ! HAHAHAHA. & yes, I'm gonna meet him later. Damn it, it's been 5 days since I've last saw him! I miss you JTCW! ):

Bye.

PICTURES SPEAKS A THOUSAND WORDS..






Will be out with amanda nuer at chinatown. I'll get myself ready now, because she's already there man! She sounds sad I don't know, shall hurry up!

Yesterday, spent my night out with steph at hg plaza for pool session & home aftermath around 4 plus. Yesterday night, I was freaking moodless & time seems to pass real slowly. Damn it, there was a event at St James. Me & Steph so so tempted to go for it, but we were broke. We went crazy over it. But we still didn't manage to go. Yesterday night, everything seems to go against us. Firstly, my boyf went missing, secondly, the time, then we were freaking bored & lastly the pub was closed for the day. GRRRR.

*Angry*

Was real tired & I slept around 5plus. Was so worried about JTCW. Damn it, he went missing since early in the morning. What a happy 2nd month suprise I've got from him!

Slept & got disturbed many times by calls & msges.

Then I called JTCW, he told me he just reached home around 10 plus in the morning? He went to era yesterday for the whole night. He explained alot, but after all I didn't ask for his explaination. It's ok with me that he goes to era or whatever places he wants to go too. He even told me to online & get some pictures from him, because he edited it. HAHAHA. Can't believe that he'll actually edit it himself.

After hanging up the phone, he went to sleep & I went back to my lalaland too. Woke up around 3 plus & now I'm blogging. Guess I won't be out for today. I'm left with 20 bucks. From 50 to 20. Damn it. I need a job badly.

I'll be out the whole day for tomorrow cause it's CHEECHEE's birthday! OMG, she's so gonna be 17 already! I WANNA BE 17 SOON TOO! D:

& I'm so going to THAILAND from the 9-13 july, if nothing goes wrong! HOLIDAY! YIPEEEE.

I dreamt of you, I don't know why & I don't know what does that mean.
Might be just a normal dream or something.
Was it suppose to be a nightmare?
I really don't know.. ):

Bye.

HAPPY 2ND MONTH JTCW, MY LOVE.

He called & msged me this morning & it's real early, around 5 plus in the morning.

I love you I love you I love you. I think he asked me something like, where're you? You know today what day or something. HAHAHA. Then after that he texted me. A sweet msg from him, FIRST TIME OK!

I don't know what to say, but all I can say now is I love you. You made me laugh though I was in pain. You were there for me. Though we quarrel at times, but things will always get back to normal & we'll start saying each other noob, idiot, stupid, noobshyt & etc. I really enjoy my days with you by my side. You should be hornoured because this the first time I'm treating my boyf so good, & my feelings didn't fade so fast like how it was in the past! Starting when I was with you I really wanted my single life back, because I was too used to it I guess. But as time goes by, you made me changed the thinking of getting back to single life. I swear you're so different from my past boyf(s). Let's see how long we can be together? I'm not asking for a forever, but just a long term r/s with you, my boy.

Anyways, I don't know where this idiot went, he ain't home. Guess his out with his friends like yesterday night. Damn, I'm bored. Guess I'll be staying home all the way. Idiot didn't even contact me after this morning. I HAVEN'T SEEN HIM FOR 1,2,3 & 4 DAYS! Can't even get to see him on our 2nd month. Damn it. Craps. HAHAHA.

Should I be angry, sad, or happy?

I miss you.. ):

Shall upload me & minmin's photo soon, when I've uploaded it into the com & not mom's lappy, which I'm using now. Minmin's real cute man.

& I'm craving for yoghurts. I've took 3 already & been to the toilet once. Damn. My stomach ain't getting better after it got better abit? Damn it damn it damn it.

♥ 250409/ I love you my boy, JTCW.

Bye.

GUESS WHO'S THIS?

Guess who's that? That's my loverboy, JTCW. Guess which is him? His the one in white & stripes at his sleeves. HAHAHA. Cute right? He looks so innocent in the past, but now, his totally not innocent. He got a "jiaobin" HAHAHA. I begged him for this pic ok! Cause I find it cute. HAHAHA.

Gonna go out later, to get some important stuffs with the guys. SECRET.

& that stupid bomberman, thunder, he lied to me. Can't believe I'll believe him that mrt actually use oil to work. Damn it. Luckily I didn't ask for vancancy, it's my sista. HAHAHA. Shall meet up some day with Thunder, jiabao & co. Missed school days, but it's over. ):

& I'm really happy cause I've got a black sleeve-less top from cotton on yesterday at ps for just 15bucks! Damn it, cotton sales, really attractive! HAHAHA. Gonna get somemore money & get more stuffs!

1 more days to our ♥ 2th month, I Love You, JTCW Nooby!

Bye.

Promises were meant to be broken, true?


Yesterday, JTCW came over to accompany me. Watched movie, played, talked, slept, got his hair straightened (as usual) & he went home around 4 plus while I went to get ready & met up with CHEECHEE, Barney & JJ at Cathy. Caught a movie, Ghost of girlfs past. Quite a nice & sweet show. Though it's boring at some parts. Rated: 2.5/5

After the show, we went over to parklane, smoked & went for lan! Audi audi audi! JTCW accompained me for a few rounds, though he said he was going to sleep instead of coming online. HAHAHAHA. Was suprised when he came online. Then after awhile he went off to sleep while we went back to sk.

Met with Sam, Joash, Ben, Angel & her cousin. But in the end we still went seperate ways.

Don't know what's wrong with them. Was sort of pissed off with them actually. So that's called friends. Nowdays you guys don't even ask us out, you guys just go your fucking ways. What the fuck. & yes I am angry with you guys!

K, enough of ranting about them. Went over to block 123, chit chatted with CHEECHEE & Hs came not long later. Both of them walked me home, thanks. (:

Was on the phone with sista Wk. It's been so long since we've last talked that long, until I almost fell asleep. We talked almost about everything. Secrets shared! HAHAHA. Sista was funny & entertaining me till I fell asleep. Thanks sistaWK, I Love You!

& sista Jo is back home, been so long since I've last seen her. I miss her alot man!

Guess I'll be going out with HH later? & hope steph's court case will be fine.

Stomach ain't getting any better, the pain still stuck in my stomach. I still can't sleep well. Medicine ain't helping much. What's seriously happening to me? I don't wanna go back to the hospital.. ):

2 more days to our ♥ 2th month, I Love You, JTCW Nooby!

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY, DADDY ..


Was out yesterday night with steph at hg, for a drinking session. Jonathan, his girlf, Angeline & one of their friend came to join us. Laughed, sing, drink. Steph, Jonathan & his friend were drunk. Luckily my head was spinning abit only! HAHAHA. Heard steph talked about what's happening to her, I can't believe it. Damn it, stupid guys. I won't wanna meet those kinda guys in my life please. Damn it.

Drank till 3 plus & cabbed steph back then I went home.

Talked to JTCW on the phone & slept around 3 plus 4. Slept awhile & I was woken by the pain in my stomach again. This time it's fucking pain. Went to the toilet a few times, threw out twice. Told mom & mom got no choice but to send me to KK hospital. Cabbed there. I was in tears, damn it. Slept at the hospital because I had to do checkups. Luckily I don't have to stay there for the night. Ate medicine & the pain subcide. Cabbed home slept all the way till now. Everybody's out for dinner while I'm home.

3rd days since I've last saw JTCW, I miss him! Think he'll be coming over to meet me tomorrow? HAHAHA.

4 more days to our ♥ 2th month, I Love You, JTCW Nooby!

THE PAST, THE PRESENT



How much had I change since last year till now? From a golden hair girl to a black hair girl. What a big change? Can't actually believe that I'll actually have my hair dyed golden in the past. HAHAHA. Looking back at the pictures, brings back some good old days. I even had extensions which actually were orange & red at the side. Shall dig that pic out & post it in the next post.

I really miss good old days, seriously.

Still having that stomach pain or is it cramps. Damn it. It's stopping me from having outings with my friends.

It's making me moody.
It's making my lazy.
It's making me real tired to do anything.

& I'm not having enough sleep lately, due to the pain. It's waking me up real often because of the sudden pain.

Sorry I guess I won't be meeting anyone for this few days. I'm sick. I guess it'll be fine soon.

To my dearest CHEECHEE, please don't cry ok? It's 1 more week to your birthday. Don't be sad. I'll pray hard that everybody you love, will attend your birthday celebration. I Love you Dearest CHEECHEE.

To Stef Zharbor, please go to school. I don't wanna see you lazing around & not attending schools. I don't want you to end up like me. Now I've sort of regretted quitting schools. Hope to hear from you that you're going to schools when school reopens. Love you.

To JTCW, hope you're doing well. Recieved your call early in the morning, saying that you run out of house. Try not to qaurrel so much with your dad ok? Though you're real stubborn at times, but still, I Love You Alot, My Boy.

5 more days to our ♥ 2nd month, I Love You, JTCW Nooby!

Bye.

I'm here using mom's lappy to post. Day out at kovan for pool. Saw Ahdi & Kelvin buddy, but didn't talked to them at all, because I was busy talking to my clique & playing pool. 2 or 3 straight games with them. Left after my game for dinner. Was deciding where to have our dinner because we're all broke. Had our dinner settled at some kopitiam. I tell you the food suck. The chicken cutlet should be named as "Hard Chicken Cutlet"? Damn it.

After that we were deciding where to go, so off to white tangerine. BarneyBB ordered a bottle of beer & after drinking we were all bored so we went home. Damn it. I came out less them 5hours & back home. Scam peepo.

My stomach still hurts badly. What's really wrong with it? Flu's getting better, that's good. Hopefully my stomach's pain goes away real soon.

6 more days to our ♥ 2nd month, I Love You, JTCW Nooby!

Bye.

My stomach hurts alot. I don't know what's wrong? Teared abit yesterday night, because the pain, it's killing me the whole night. What's wrong man. I'm still having pain, flu & I guess fever? Damn it.

Don't really know whether to go kovan & meet up with the guys for pool. Kovan the whole day? Boring, totally. I wanna go somewhere cozy to chill out. Someone just bring me to that somewhere to chill out please.

I'm feeling real weak & moody. What's happening to me?

6 more days to our ♥ 2nd month, I Love You, JTCW Nooby!

Bye.

Down with a bad bad flu, so is boyf. Plus my stomach hurts at times, I don't know why. On off pain. Can't be periods? Mine's so over not long ago. I've been wasting lots of money on my checkup & the one at KK hospital was 154 bucks. Damn it. Just some blood test & consultation that's all. Scam.

I'm sucha problematic person, good for nothing. ):

Spent almost half of my day with JTCW over at my place. He just left not long ago & with my beannie, damn it kiwi head! He slept almost 2 hours or so, while I slept for only 1 hour or so. His a PIG I tell you. Waking him up, you'll need lots of energy. You'll have to tickle, disturb, smack his ass and pull him up from the bed. Nowdays, whenever he's at my place, he'll want to straighten his hair before leaving, like gay. HAHAHA. His hair is super long, I wanna cut it!

I wanna audi badly, bored. Anybody wanna go lan with me? Pays coming real soon I guess, Micheal(?) from hot stones called me just now. Pays so gonna come, but I guess it's less then 20 bucks or maybe less then 20 bucks. Damn it.

Peg asked me whether I wanna get a apple iPhone for 218 only, if there's 4 buyers in total. Shall ask dad about it, I wanna get one new phone badly. Guess dad sold away my old walkman phone, w580i. So a new phone coming real soon, hopefully dad says yes. Or should I listen to JJ, to wait for the 2nd generation to be out around July? It'll be half of what it is now, which's like 300 bucks for the 2nd generation! With bluetooth & stuffs! Shall ask peg for more details soon.

1 more week to our ♥ 2th month, I Love You, JTCW Nooby!

Bye.

Day out with JJBESTF, JoashCOUSY, LiangRongCOCKFACE, Sam & Mel. Was suppose to meet stef, but I went to pass her her stuff & left for ps. A last min call from those guys to catch a movie, Drag me to hell. Damn the show was scary. Especially the old lady. She's a sicko! If you're sad or something, you should just go watch this show, it MIGHT cheer you up. The guys were laughing all the way after the show & BestF JJ was scared also. Like WOW, it's the first time his scared of this kinda show. HAHAHA.

Lan after the show, & at last I went back to audi, it's been so long since I've last went into audi. I miss audi super much. Played with JTCW at last & I think we tagged less then 10 hearts. HAHAHA. His coming over later in the morning & hopefully he won't be like yesterday, OVERSLEPT.

Homed aftermath.

I miss JTCW alot, was twitting with him over the phone just now. It's really making me laugh with the, I lub you, buaiis, hiies.

Guess I'm gonna sleep now & wait for JTCW's call in the morning, I'm looking forward to see him!

Bye.

Day out with mom to KK hospital for my checkup, had lunch with her. After check up, bused back to bugis & we both went seperate ways. I don't like going to bugis so, I went over to parkway parade to meet up with CHEECHEE, BarneyBB & LiangrongCOCKFACE. I was lost at parkway parade, I swear I really FUCKING lost my way. Firstly I alighted at the wrong stop, then I couldn't find my way to mac. Even with Barney's help in leading me to them failed. We both were at two different ends. Until I walked in all the way to the other end. Damn it, I swear the feeling of being lost in some WULU(?) place suck a lifetime man! Had a puff & off for pool. I swear I was on luck just now, while having our pool session. I don't know why too. I tyco-ed almost all of my balls into the pockets. Anyways, had our dinner at parkway, at some scam place with sucky food. Bused back to Sk, cp. Then trained down to kangkar, stage.

I was laughing like a freak while on the LRT, cause I saw a she or was it a he(?) on the train. I swear he/she(?) was worse then a freak. Freaking funny. I told Barney, she's really handsome. & we all laughed all the way. Barney also quite cekark(?). He laughed at the woman infront of Liangrong. He was laughing at her legs which looks like pig legs? They were saying that they were hungry & they wanna have pig legs. Laughed none stop!

Then the shemale alighted the same stop as Barney, most prob he/she(?)'s gonna rape Barney on Barney's way back home? HAHAHAHA! Slacked at stage awhile with CHEECHEE & LingRongCOCKFACE then I went off. Wanted to bus down to bedok but JTCW's friend ain't coming down plus there's really nothing to do down there. So instead of U-turning back, I went home straight. A good girl! Know why? Cause mom said if I don't reach home before 12, she's gonna lached the door up till morning, when she goes to work. That's like 8 in the morning. Damn..

& I MISS STEPH ZHARBOR, gonna meet her soon & steamboat at my place, can't wait for that day!!!

Anyways JTCW said he'll be coming over to my place later in the morning, HAHAHA. He misses me & so do I! I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you.. A MILLION! HAHAHA. Peepo say he stupid, idiot, noob, retard I don't believe, but I guess I .. HAHAHAHA. His fav sentence shall be mine now! I love you idiot!
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Not a single call from JTCW after that real early call from him, which woke me up like around 3 plus? He said he'll call me when he's gonna come. Bet his asleep like a pig now. Lie to me, idiot. I wanna go out, go out, go out! Someone ask me out please. I think BarneyBB will be at camp. Where's JJ? Shall call someone out later on I guess?

Sudden urge to go white tangerine & to play audi! I miss going to white tangerine, I miss playing audi at home, I miss lots of things.

I've noticed a changed in peepo. Friends going out in their own new cliques. We're suppose to hang out together everytime, doing everything together. I've told you guys, we won't be as close as we used to the next time, see I was right. So right. Less then a year, we've already gone different ways already. Sometimes I don't know to be angry with you guys or sad because we've gone two seperate ways. Fuck it, damn it.

Bye.

Spent my 12th June with CheeChee first.

She came over to my place & headed off soon for her tuition.

Shared some stuffs with her & off she went.

After that, I got my ass to Peggy's & helped her dye her hair copper brown or something?

But it seems to turn out black?

Weird hair dye, though it's the same brand as what I'm using now.

& I saw porky, that cute little doggy of Peg's.

Took 3 pic of it.

It's a naughty little doggy ok!

Then headed off to chompchomp for dinner.

Asked BARNEY BB out with us, but his staying over at his friend's place.

& he misses me, saying I didn't call him out nowdays.

His really a good pal to me when I was in my secondary schools.

I miss school days with him man!

A funny friend of mine, infact I miss every single one of you in school.

We shall meet up soon man BARNEY, I REALLY MISS YOU LOTS BEST BUDDY!

Dinner was, yummy-licious!

Down to Serangoon for her contact lens & her last min decision to make her specs.

Bused back home with her, she took back her rainbow kutupat(?) bag.

Went off with her, me took 87 to bedok while she alighted at hg.

Spent my night over at bedok with JTCW & co.
He neglected me with his games!
But it's ok, I was once a gamer, I know how it feels. (:

At least I get to rest at slut's place, while JTCW gamed.
It's some how a suana, sweat dripping all over, it's really hot at slut's place man!
HAHAHAHA.

Homed around 6 plus in the morning.

Slept for like an hour & off to poly clinic for my checkup.

Settled everything nicely & back to bed around 1.

Woke up around 8 plus & had my dinner.

Skipped breakfast, had lunch & dinner.

Ican even skip lunch at times too.

That's my daily lifestyle now, this is bad.

Sam & co asked me out to White Tangerine, but I'm just too lazy, SORRY GUYS.

Shall go there with you guys some other days, promised!

Last but not least, I'd a suddden urge to get myself back to Audi,HAHAHAHA!

I wanna play audi badly..

Mom don't wanna get the gaming com repaired! ):

I don't know what to post.

Started off my day, happily & ended my day, sadly.
Nothing can explain how I'm feeling right now.
Maybe I'm just a crazy bitch, with crazy thinking, I guess.
I'd a urge to..
But I guess I love you that's why..

Boy, I'm sorry.

SPEECHLESS, totally.
Bye.

JTCW called me early in the morning around 7 plus & he got ready & left his home around 8 plus.
Waited for him to reach my home & we watched some shows he brought over.

Wanted to sleep but JTCW loves to irritate me by turning on his songs, which I don't like!
He went home around 4 plus 5, accompanied him down to wait for his bus.

Gonna have steamboat session with Happy Wong Huimin soon! (:

Nothing much about today, all I wanna say is JTCW, I LOVE YOU NOOBY, HAHAHAHA!

Bye.

What's wrong?

Cramps & headache killing me, I need a break, seriously.
Don't aggitate me, I swear I will flare anytime.

Movied the whole night till now, boring.
Don't know what's the plan, later in the day.

Luckily Happy Wong Huimin was there for me, luv happy!

Going to bed soon, nights.
Bye.

Sometimes I feel that I'm always thinking too much, feeling unsercure.

Maybe I'm just afraid you'll step out of my life one day.

Guess I really love you alot.

25th April 09' I love you & I really do.

My girlfs

After St. James

Second post for the day.
I'm bored & having lady's problem for this week.
Sorry if I'm gonna attitude you this week, PMS.
& please be understanding if I'm gonna attitude you, tyvm! (:

Nothing much about today, rotted at home.
Dinner with family.
I'm just too lazy to step out of my house, don't ask me out this few days.

Moodless, totally.
Bye.

Hellos, I'm back from Malaysia, like AT LAST!
The place it's crappy but still ok.
I missed sg so so much while I was away.

I miss every single one of you!

& I bet you guys did miss me alot yea? (:

Back not long ago from St. james.
Clubbed till 3 & cabbed back to rp for mac.
Clubbing was so so, songs sorta weird but still it's ok though I didn't dance!
Denise & CheeChee were dancing all the way like some crazy woman!
Yang zhi, Gary, David, James, Yun qing, Ian were also dancing, unbelievable!
Yun qing really got a problem, he danced lion dance in the club & his LAME, HAHAHAHA!
Though it's soso, they still made me laugh like mad.

Son & all were there, it's been so long since I've last seen them & I miss them all!

CheeChee stayed over at my place & JTCW coming over later around 7 plus.
Not gonna sleep, I'm so gonna wait for him to come.

Edited:

Called JTCW & he's currently asleep, that idiot! >:(
Call me when you're awake, I shall get some sleep now since you're asleep too, idiot!

& mom's so not happy with my lifestyle, going out late in the night, coming back home real early in the morning.
Like cm'on that's what a teenager life should be when he/her has nothing to do.
Work, ain't going the way I want it to be.
Can't find any suitable ones, so now what?

If only money would've just drop down from the sky, if only ..
Or maybe if everything on earth, it's free ..
Why do we even need to pay each other when everything was supposed to be free?
Jokes, but afterall, money is everything & I swear I must earn lots of money!
I wanna get lots of stuffs, should cut down on ciggs & slowly quit smoking.
Smoking is a waste of money, I can say.

Well I guess I'm really off to bed, gonna knock out real soon man, ciaos & nights.

To my girlf(s) :

Steph zharbor, sorry didn't msg you once I reached, I miss lots too ok!
Forgive me, ILY zharbor, better study hard & Don't dissapoint me!

& CHEECHEE, make sure you remember the promise we've made.
You score good for your O's & I shall reward you.
I'm waiting for you to get your reward from me, Love ya Cheechee!

Second last, Happy wong huimin, please meet me up soon, I miss you super lots! ):

Lastly, I miss peggy Lim my mafan kia!
Meet up soon too idiot, got any prob must tell me ok, I'll always be there for you, Loves!

Hi all, I'm back blogging again & MIA again. (:

Will be away in malaysia, don't miss me!
Won't be home tonight cause I'll be at CHEECHEE's house staying!

Remember peepo, DON'T MISS ME!

Later might be meeting sistaWK & emo kid, I WANNA MEET JTCW that idiot!
HAHAHA, I love you!