I don't really know what to say. I flunk my major tests badly this time round. Don't really have the mood to step out of my house this holidays. I've got no job, no money. & I've to mug hard enough for the up coming major tests. You'll see people enjoying their holidays, but not for me. I seriously want & need a job, for some up coming events too, like birthday celebration, etc. Dude's booking out tomorrow, but I don't really intend to meet him this week at all. I'll be bored over at his place, might be heading to town instead with sista wk. It's been long since I've last saw him. Then maybe home for revision. No more gaming, spending more time on studies. Can't really catch up for science, all my fault. Chinese, blame me for not studying better, now that I can't read or write, blame myself. history, not really a problem. Social studies, I'll just have to read. Maths, shall do more practice paper, hopefully. English, nothing much to improve on, just the vocab wise.
I'm sick after ytd's drinking. Damn it. Bad pain in my throat, causing me to have a bad cough. Flu's telling me that it's coming soon. Damn, I feel so S-I-C-K-I-S-H. Somehow, I really feel like dying.
Sorry baby, if I'm somehow or somewhat gonna neglect you sooner or later. But I'm really gonna stud for my papers, ain't gonna waste my time anymore. I can still meet up with you dude, but not the staying over part. Not really into it now. Hope he'll understand.
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