Well I got this fucking big acne on my right side of my nose.
It's been a few days already, damn it.
I wanna get rid of that bloody acne like how I did it last time.
Gonna squeezeeeeeeeeeeee it hard man!
Though it's gonna leave a scar there, still I just wanna get it of my nose!
Anyways, school was tiring.
Weather was already hot enough to cook a raw egg.
& still, the bloody air con broke down!
Was in a "SUANA" the whole day & I won't be surprised if someone faints due to heatstroke.
The warm air, it's killing everyone!
Lessons ends at six & I went out with my girlfs for some puffs. (:
Left around 6 plus.
Bused to tampines with Amy & cabbed her back before heading to compass point to meet sista Jo. (:
Was supposed to have dinner with her, & just her only, but mom, dad & bro were coming.
So we sat at mac & had something light like, fries? :D
Then called mom & she asked us to head over to Swensens to get seats first.
We placed our orders first as they'll be late.
While waiting for them to arrive, me & sista Jo played with her lappy's web cam.
Shall upload the pics once she sends it to me!
Food arrived & so did mom, dad & bro.
Ate till 8 plus & cabbed home.
It was a treat from bro man!
His lazy & so are we.
Can't be blamed, schools really very tiring & I've got many stuffs to hold.
Had another puff downstairs & homed.
Schools starting at 10am, PE lessons.
Ain't going for that, cause it's gonna make me sweat & stink like nobody's business.
YUCKS!
Gonna go for my 12pm lesson. (:
Lessons ending at 4pm & I think I'm meeting sista Jo to get her moles removed?
Tomorrow's lessons are short, hope I can sustain through the day.
Guess I'm gonna PMS this few days.
I don't know why, but small little things just seems to piss me off too!
Well sorry if I flare at you this few days peepo, just bare with it, it's gonna be over soon, I guess?
"Schools really a bitch, Mr Chua asked me & Amy to think about it again.
To continue or not to.
Just because of my lateness, gave a bad impression to Mr Chua.
& it wasn't my fault at all, it's due to the checkups & stuffs.
Well, I don't know how much longer can I continue in this course.
Long school hours, it's killing me, but somethings asking me to hold on there.
I don't really know what's that, but the feeling is there, asking me not to give up now.
It's making me get used to normal working hours in future.
Guess I can still hold on abit longer, though I'm still in my holiday mood.
I wanna get back to my holidays like how it used to be.
Those good old days, not studying, relaxing.
But to think about it, i was useless.
Staying home, not even helping at home, going out each & everyday, home late in the night & disappointing my parents again & again.
Worse of all, I hardly work during the holidays, instead I'm spending more of my parents' money.
Spending more then what I've earn, great disappointments.
Thinking back, though it's good, having holidays, but bad, for not doing anything useful during those days.
It's over now, I'm not gonna be like what I am in the past, anymore.
I wanna excel in this course, I wanna get a good cert.
I wanna be a good girl, who studies most of her times, afraid to fail any of her exams, wanting to see good results.
I'm not giving up so easily, but I'm afraid this passion for my studies now will end real soon.
Who will be there to support me, reminding me not to give up so easily?"
To continue or not to.
Just because of my lateness, gave a bad impression to Mr Chua.
& it wasn't my fault at all, it's due to the checkups & stuffs.
Well, I don't know how much longer can I continue in this course.
Long school hours, it's killing me, but somethings asking me to hold on there.
I don't really know what's that, but the feeling is there, asking me not to give up now.
It's making me get used to normal working hours in future.
Guess I can still hold on abit longer, though I'm still in my holiday mood.
I wanna get back to my holidays like how it used to be.
Those good old days, not studying, relaxing.
But to think about it, i was useless.
Staying home, not even helping at home, going out each & everyday, home late in the night & disappointing my parents again & again.
Worse of all, I hardly work during the holidays, instead I'm spending more of my parents' money.
Spending more then what I've earn, great disappointments.
Thinking back, though it's good, having holidays, but bad, for not doing anything useful during those days.
It's over now, I'm not gonna be like what I am in the past, anymore.
I wanna excel in this course, I wanna get a good cert.
I wanna be a good girl, who studies most of her times, afraid to fail any of her exams, wanting to see good results.
I'm not giving up so easily, but I'm afraid this passion for my studies now will end real soon.
Who will be there to support me, reminding me not to give up so easily?"