I want to get MY OWN LAPTOP, so that I won't need to beg so hard just to get a patetic password from anyone.
I am real angry now, I don't know what's wrong. I feel so angry & at the same time I feel like crying. I know it sounds crazy, but it's true.
Life's just so unfair for me. I know I'm a stubborn & mischeavious girl, who stays out late, smokes, drinks, always going against everything, but do you know what causes this in the first place. None of you know.
Life seems so down for me. Sometimes I just wish waking up to see all those things I want beside me. I see you having things which you longed wanted, but me, having nothing but naggings & scoldings from others. Remember the smoking inccident in Malaysia. I was the one at fault. I've no choice but to say it was me who got the ciggs, though I did really paid it. I'm fine with it, really.
You play the good guy role, while I'll play the bad guy role. That's my fate.
Down with a bad flu,that makes me moody.
Bye.
