Poor boy, he's sick & to think of it, I could actually flare at him just because of a text. Hope he's not angry with me. Can't believe I can actually get so paranoid just because of a late reply. He was gonna ask what to drink if he's having a fever. I'm just a failure, when it comes to "caring for your boyf" thing. Well, I used to takecare of myself, that's all. Didn't expect someone to appear in my life. Thought I'll just have friends & family around me. Gonna go over & cook some porridge for him, he has to eat it no matter how plain it tastes. He's down with a sore throat, flu & fever, now. Hope he's resting well right now, seeya later dearest.
I am so so sorry dearest.