13th Feb 2010

12 more days with dearest before he marches into the camp area for his national service. Botak for sure, ugly but still the little boy I love the most. Big in size, silly in actions, makes my day. My happy pills definitely, he's the one who enlightens my day but at the same time he can make me go B - O - O - M - Z. He's definitely a good guy, just me who's mostly the one throwing my temper around. He dote on me, patience he has. Huge spender who insist on getting the things he wants. He'll try ways to get it no matter what. He'll never let go of this relationship, it's always me the one who's letting it go & wanting it back. Yes, I'm a heartbreaker to him, maybe, still my love will always be there just for him & I don't know why. Love you dearie.