Tuesday, December 22, 2009

You've turn me this way, no turning back


Back to normal, quarrels one after another. You left with your yaya papaya attitude, so can I. Let me tell you this, I'm better then you for your yaya papaya attitude. One day if you ever lose me, don't ever regret cause I'll leave with no regrets. MARK MY WORDS.

You'll never change after so many promises. You break your promises again & again. I'm sick & tired of liars. So what if I always believed what you did after so many empty promises? Don't take advantage. I just can't stop myself from thinking about that incident. Thought you were all my close friends, instead of his. What did I earn at the end of everything? Lies from all the one I loved the most, helping each other just to make me so called "Happy"? So you guys don't understand me still, you guys always think I'll get angry & yea all of your thinking were, lie to her at least she won't know the truth & not get frustrated. & when I found out the truth, you will go, oh I'm afraid you'll be angry & yea so which means I won't be angry at you for even having the intention to lie to me to make me happy?

Anyways I've no time for you anymore, you wanna enjoy your way, go ahead. I've to study for next year. You & my friends go ahead enjoying, I don't care anymore. Your promises are just for me to listen & forget about it because it'll never come true, so yea.

Well just some ranting after so long, since I've no one to talk to, which I feel comfortable to talk to too, blogging is the best way.

Anyway for my birthday presents, Christmas presents I have got to get many things, FOR MYSELF.

-New clothes
-New accessories
-iTouch
-New phone
-Angel fit Foundation
-Loreal gel liner
-Chip & Dale tower & chippy's partner

Really hope my birthday there's at least something for me to do the whole day & I want people I miss to turn up on my birthday, provided that you're free.

K bai fck.